I had a realization today, while trying yet again to get through even the smallest yoga sequence without having to stop or struggle with myself about it or it being too hard, or whatever, that I feel as bad when I don't do yoga everyday vs. when I do as I did when I used to smoke every day vs. now. So I'm very resolved now, I must do yoga every day no question, so then what happens? I BITE it out on the bricks because my fucking neighbor has this fucking fence thing all rigged up and it got caught on my new damn shoes and almost wrecked them. fucking fence fucking neighbor fucking OUCH and now my shoulder hurts because I landed on it funny and I landed square on my knee and skinned it nicely, which means that of course it's going to hurt to do yoga AGAIN tomorrow, between the shoulder and the knee.
gotta do it
