Page of swords reversed, and the hanged man. Feeling a little sensitive and ignored, but I should just get used to that as it is par for the course and really is a benefit to me in that I am free to do and think what I want. It is unfortunate that I cannot seem to interest anyone else in these things, but that cannot concern me.

Major decision of the day: Ballet or scouts? I am totally on the side of ballet but dabbers gets so sad when it runs over and we don't make it back for scouts. I am about done with scouts because after this entire year of asking to be put on the stupid parent announcement e-mail list so that I can know what is going on no one can seem to put me on this list. I do not know what is going on. I am seriously annoyed, and do not really want to be in their club anymore. It does not help that the person in charge reeks of cigarettes. I know I am a huge hippiecrit but I've got a list and that's on it. I am about done with organized anything in this town.

This post brought to you by the letters PMS

fucking hate the big 10 and I fucking hate fucking roy williams.

there. I said that too.

Ooooh, but I got a new Ashtanga book that has a page for each pose with all of my needed variations so that I can just dig in on that TODAY. That'll help immensely...

Listening

Is what I'd like for all of us to work on. I read an article today about how a medical school in Texas is using jazz improvisation to teach would be doctors to listen, to not assume that you know and start preparing your response. My daughter Abbey is amazingly bad about this and I must admit that I was too at her age and probably much longer. We are wacky, though, with our duel personality aspects so she and I do both listen well in the musical setting, her time is impeccable. Mine is alright too. Where else can we improve listening? I shall be on the lookout all day

tragedy once removed

strikes again. And I have somehow bruised the bottom of my foot under where my big toe attaches. I think it is repetitive stress clutch foot injury. ouch.

I listened to a Terrence McKenna talk about novelty, and he said that the opposite of novelty is practice. how perfect is that? I have this vision of him in warrior 2 holding each of these things in his hands. And the beat goes on. Synchronicities abound, amazing things are afoot, are they amazing and wonderful or amazing and dreadful?

Ella is also a moon in Libra girl, Abbey's moon is in Taurus. This explains so much. Since there are 2 of us now I think we should just get a cleaning service.

hmmm, happy april. On to day 3 of boot camp, today is the easiest day, although every day is a challenge when the weather is so rainy. It is hard to play at the park in the rain. So I was prompted by a synchronicity the other day to investigate my natal chart a bit, specifically my sun and moon signs together and what they might mean and here is what I found:

The Libra Moon is the most artistic of the Moons. This Moon will do anything in order to avoid a conflict (and, in fact, all general unpleasantness), but needs to learn how to handle such conflicts and be aware that facing a problem head-on in the best method of dealing with it. The Libra Moon possesses exquisite taste and is a coordinating expert. This is a charming Moon with a gentle and peace-loving nature which desires a harmonious environment in beautiful surroundings. This Moon finds crude behavior, poor manners and foul language exceedingly offensive. The Libra Moon prefers shared rather than solitary experiences.

In general, the personality of those whose Moon sign is in Libra produces an individual who likes to make friends. These are very sociable souls who are attracted to people and situations that present a sense of balance. Those governed by the Libra Moon look for partnerships in all aspects of life...love, business and friendships. As perceived by others, those governed by the Moon in Libra are considered to be popular, affectionate and generous. In short, the life of the Libra Moon individual will likely revolve around people. Most often, this means only one person...one with a powerful persuasion over the life of the Libra Moon subject. Here, the inherent love of people, company and sociality can blind those ruled by the Libra Moon to the effects of others' influence, and personal judgment can easily be swayed by those around them. There is usually artistic potential, whether or not the Libra Moon person has explored it, and this explains the love of music, paintings and fine arts in general so often associated with Libra Moon individuals. Such persons have a good fashion sense coupled with a harmonious outlook on life...partnerships and balance are invariably the key themes. Libra Moon people are usually influenced by those around them and are much more productive in the company of others. Being both charming and creative, those governed by the Moon in Libra possess excellent diplomatic skills, but the ability to see both sides can sometimes lead to a "sitting on the fence" attitude. Nonetheless, such a person has the ability to be a wonderful peacemaker when others are locked in a dispute and findings are normally beautifully articulated. The Moon in Libra indicates a great love for taking on new projects, but a tendency toward boredom once the initial excitement begins to wear thin.

Libra Moon Influence On The Fire Signs
(Aries - Leo - Sagittarius)
Provides enhanced originality to the personality
as well as individual magnetism

Libra Moon Influence On The Air Signs
(Libra - Aquarius - Gemini)
Provides a popular aspect to the personality

Libra Moon Influence On The Earth Signs
(Capricorn - Taurus - Virgo)
Provides an increased aspect of creativity to the personality

Libra Moon Influence On The Water Signs
(Cancer - Scorpio - Pisces)
Provides a strong imagination and intuitive aspect to the personality

The Gemini Sun/Libra Moon combination produces a personality which is ethereal, lighthearted, bright and totally enjoyable. These are persons with a clever sense of humor and active wit. In a very charming way, Gemini natives ruled by a Libra Moon can usually persuade and cajole others to come around to their own personal way of thinking. This is considered to be a very favorable combination with regard to making influential friends and pursuing some type of professional career. However, these Gemini subjects do not have much taste for really hard work...particularly if it requires much concentration and sustained effort. They lead active lives, invariably combining business and pleasure to good advantage. Gemini subjects governed by a Libra Moon are independent souls and dislike the feeling of being "beholden" to anyone or any obligation. While these individuals can force themselves to undertake just about anything, nobody else will have much luck in trying to stimulate a sense of duty or obligation. Life is never dull for these persons because they stay so busy either traveling (which they adore), socializing, working and/or playing. Although somewhat high-strung, these Gemini natives rarely stay in a depressive mood or state for very long. Expressive, artistic and able to communicate on a variety of levels, these are natural extroverts. Indeed, Gemini subjects who fall under the jurisdication of a Libra Moon may be such a good conversationalists that their stories become very detailed, complex and long. Romantically, these are rather fickle individuals who are extremely demanding of total justice in all personal relationships.

from http://www.novareinna.com/constellation/geminimoon.html

boot camp

Is what I call it when John leaves town. We're all on it starting today until Thursday. One of my worries about these times is just how much I enjoy it, getting into our own 3 way rhythm. I wonder if I wreck their 3 way thing in the same way? Probably. So anyway, we're all going to get some work done. There was a taste of spring and the park but our cruel winter has returned. The mess in the girls room just has to be addressed, though, and maybe now is the time. I need storage shelves and bins and tubs and stuff, though. ah internets!

so every day starts with some cissy strut, and then a little funk #49. The practice disc, she is a fabulous invention, remember when we had to use tapes and rewind on the other side? I think Norah Jones is really on to something, does she do her own stylings or does she have a partner?

I am going to call the bass people this week, too and get that started. I need to get my hands on one to figure out if I can do fewer strings or if I really want them all, which I think I do...

yay

Boots