The Devil, 4 of Wands reversed, 9 of Pentacles reversed

Childhood guilts and resistance to family, that's me in a nutshell.  The point of this exercise is not to have it done, but to DO it.  Going through the motions is no better than doing nothing at all, and might actually be more detrimental in that ones head is buried even more deeply when one thinks one knows what is going on rather than when one realizes that nothing is truly known. ever.




kin 152: Yellow Solar Human 
I Pulse in order to Influence 
Realizing Wisdom 
I seal the Process of Free Will 
With the Solar tone of Intention 
I am guided by the power of Elegance 
I am a galactic activation portal    enter me.