8 of Wands, 2 of Pentacles reversed, 9 of Wands reversed

Overwhelming communication issues can cause delays.  Hmmm, not really sure what to make of these cards, unless they are describing my immediate past week or two.  I am doing my best to find the 1 on each moment as it comes and goes and to stay right there with it.



kin 236: Yellow Lunar Warrior 
I Polarize in order to Question 
Stabilizing Fearlessness 
I seal the Output of Intelligence 
With the Lunar tone of Challenge 
I am guided by the power of Elegance 

4 of Swords reversed, 3 of Cups, The Hanged Man reversed

Gonna do it how I like, gonna throw a partay, just how I wanna.  yeah.  And it'll be fun and festive.  Woohoo



kin 235: Blue Magnetic Eagle 
I Unify in order to Create 
Attracting Mind 
I seal the Output of Vision 
With the Magnetic tone of Purpose 
I am guided by my own power doubled

10 of Cups, 6 of Pentacles reversed, 3 of Pentacles

I am looking forward with excitement and anticipation to having that feeling like I am making something of supreme worth and meaningfulness.  I need to polish this tool quite a lot before it will be ready and that is my intention.



kin 234: White Cosmic Wizard 
I Endure in order to Enchant 
Transcending Receptivity 
I seal the Output of Timelessness 
With the Cosmic tone of Presence 
I am guided by the power of Endlessness

Queen of Cups, The High Priestess reversed, 10 of Wands

I am becoming obsessed with the holiday event and I think I may just pull the trigger on it.  eeek



kin 233: Red Crystal Skywalker 
I Dedicate in order to Explore 
Universalizing Wakefullness 
I seal the Output of Space 
With the Crystal tone of Cooperation 
I am guided by the power of Life Force 

6 of Cups, The Sun, Queen of Cups

This space is not currently attractive.  That's the trouble, of course, that there is not great inner urge to drive me out of this unattractive space.  How does one know where to go if one does not know where one is?



kin 232: Yellow Spectral Human 
I Dissolve in order to Influence 
Releasing Wisdom 
I seal the Process of Free Will 
With the Spectral tone of Liberation 
I am guided by my own power doubled 

5 of Wands reversed, 10 of Wands, 8 of Cups

kin 231: Blue Planetary Monkey 
I Perfect in order to Play 
Producing Illusion 
I seal the Process of Magic 
With the Planetary tone of Manifestation 
I am guided by the power of Self-generation 

The Devil reversed, Judgement, 6 of Cups

It's going to be a long day.  At least it's mostly a free day, just full of nothing and nowhere to go.  Today is the half birthday for Abbey and me, it is hard to believe that she is 7 and 1/2 years old even though I have been here for every moment of it.  I love her so.  And that other one too.



kin 230: White Solar Dog 
I Pulse in order to Love 
Realizing Loyalty 
I seal the Process of Heart 
With the Solar tone of Intention 
I am guided by the power of Death

The Chariot, The Star, The Hanged Man

Working hard to change the habits into highly productive ones.  Also trying to relax and feel like I am on vacation even thought there is nothing very vacationey about any of this.



kin 229: Red Galactic Moon 
I Harmonize in order to Purify 
Modeling Flow 
I seal the Process of Universal Water 
With the Galactic tone of Integrity 
I am guided by the power of Space 

10 of Swords, Strength, Queen of Pentacles reversed

Here we are at the end of the line, everybody off.  Now what?  Kitchen magic has been slipping but it's not time for that.  Today will have to be sour dough because it needs some attention and this holiday is calling for potato rolls.



kin 228: Yellow Resonant Star 
I Channel in order to Beautify 
Inspiring Art 
I seal the Store of Elegance 
With the Resonant tone of Attunement 
I am guided by the power of Universal Fire 

4 of Pentacles, The Chariot reversed, Temperance

Something new and interesting seems to be cooking up, I wonder what it will be?  I am game for some positive excitement, some serious study with long range projects.  What to study? Fundamental changes	***
Valid during many months: This is an extremely powerful influence, for it represents powerful internal forces for change colliding with powerful resistance from the external world. You are trying to escape the routine, dull and ordinary aspects of your life. You try to find new things that will make your life more exciting and stimulating. But with every effort of this kind, circumstances, duties and obligations seem to hold you back and keep you stuck in an oppressive situation. You may get to a point where the pressure is unbearable, and then you will make a sudden break for freedom. You may suddenly leave a relationship, an oppressive job or your place of residence, without warning anyone. On the other hand, it may be possible to create a balance that enables you to sustain a great deal of tension over a long period of time and accomplish a great many changes in a highly structured way. Tasks of considerable difficulty are often accomplished under this influence, and people make Herculean efforts that would otherwise be impossible for them. Serious study and long-range projects requiring great concentration and effort can be undertaken. Even though this may seem more productive, it really depends upon your situation. Very often a sudden break with what feels like an oppressive situation will clear the air and allow you to make a new and better beginning. On the other hand, it can cost you more than you are willing to pay. But the patient, hard-working manifestation of this energy may create severe mental and physical tensions, even to the point of physical illness. You have to decide what you can handle realistically and determine for yourself the proper course of action. At this time in your life you must make changes at the most fundamental levels. If you do not, in approximately fourteen years the consequences of not making these changes will become very obvious, and you will be confronted with the same issues again under more difficult circumstances.
Transit selected for today (by user): Saturn Conjunction Uranus, , activity period from 19 November 2010 until beginning of September 2011

kin 227: Blue Rhythmic Hand 
I Organize in order to Know 
Balancing Healing 
I seal the Store of Accomplishment 
With the Rhythmic tone of Equality 
I am guided by my own power doubled 

10 of Swords reversed, Knight of Pentacles reversed, Ace of Pentacles reversed

Work is over and it's time for a break.  Fun times for everybody!  I am doing battle with the germies who have colonized my nose and waiting to hear back about my funk card.



kin 226: White Overtone World-Bridger 
I Empower in order to Equalize 
Commanding Opportunity 
I seal the Store of Death 
With the Overtone tone of Radiance 
I am guided by the power of Timelessness

10 of Wands reversed, 3 of Pentacles, Ace of Swords reversed

Foggy rather groggy, dazed and confused, you name it.  I don't know what to think about anything.  My best bet is to release any sort of attachment to knowing.  wooo



kin 225: Red Self-Existing Serpent 
I Define in order to Survive 
Measuring Instinct 
I seal the Store of Life Force 
With the Self-Existing tone of Form 
I am guided by the power of Birth 
I am a polar kin    I convert the Red galactic spectrum.

The Moon, 8 of Pentacles reversed, 8 of Cups

Patiently awaiting the delivery truck.



kin 224: Yellow Electric Seed 
I Activate in order to Target 
Bonding Awareness 
I seal the Input of Flowering 
With the Electric tone of Service 
I am guided by the power of Elegance 

Judgement, 2 of Wands reversed, The Hight Priestess

What we call learning is just a process of recollection.  The cards and the horoscope both are pointing towards some sort of great leap into the unknown.  The Psychic warrior meets all challenges?  Time to get out there and...?  Still not sure what the getting out part entails but I am game.



kin 223: Blue Lunar Night 
I Polarize in order to Dream 
Stabilizing Intuition 
I seal the Input of Abundance 
With the Lunar tone of Challenge 
I am guided by the power of Vision 

The Hierophant, 8 of Cups reversed, Justice reversed

Today is full of scout stuff, my fingers are crossed that we continue to have meaningful and inspiring adventures.



kin 222: White Magnetic Wind 
I Unify in order to Communicate 
Attracting Breath 
I seal the Input of Spirit 
With the Magnetic tone of Purpose 
I am guided by my own power doubled 
I am a galactic activation portal    enter me.

Queen of Wands, The Fool, Ace of Wands reversed

The horoscope and the cards both show lots of energy for a new project but also warnings about jumping the gun.  I just want to get back into a regular practice pattern and go from there.


I am starting to feel that jones for yoga too, like, since I can't practice at home today I should go to class but I just went to class yesterday.  One day I will indulge this and cultivate it, but probably not today.








kin 221: Red Cosmic Dragon 
I Endure in order to Nurture 
Transcending Being 
I seal the Input of Birth 
With the Cosmic tone of Presence 
I am guided by the power of Life Force 

Queen of Wands, The Fool, The Sun

I do love that Fool card, the Queen is my aspiration and the Sun is my inspiration.



kin 220: Yellow Crystal Sun 
I Dedicate in order to Enlighten 
Universalizing Life 
I seal the Matrix of Universal Fire 
With the Crystal tone of Cooperation 
I am guided by the power of Free Will 

7 of Cups, Queen of Pentacles 4 of Wands reversed

Went out last night to see some friends from college play in one of their projects, Those guys are so talented and fun and joyful about life, the music reflects it and it's just a fun show.

Anxiety's are pending about the stuff hanging over my head, I should knock as much as I can out today so that I am as clean a slate as I can be for yoga tomorrow.





kin 219: Blue Spectral Storm 
I Dissolve in order to Catalyse 
Releasing Energy 
I seal the Matrix of Self-generation 
With the Spectral tone of Liberation 
I am guided by my own power doubled 

3 of Wands, 9 of Cups reversed, 3 of Cups

So much going on all swirly in my brain, what do I want to make next?



kin 218: White Planetary Mirror 
I Perfect in order to Reflect 
Producing Order 
I seal the Matrix of Endlessness 
With the Planetary tone of Manifestation 
I am guided by the power of Death 
I am a galactic activation portal    enter me.

The Magician, The Chariot reversed, 3 of Pentacles reversed

Lots of pondering of my teacher role this morning, I don't foresee my studio becoming overloaded anytime soon, but there is a strong drive to achieve my best self through this path of becoming my best teacher, or shower of the way, or pointer outer of the path or whatever it is that I end up doing.  I have a bit of a laundry list building of ways to make myself better starting with getting the little violin choir off of the ground and, more ambitiously, doing a yoga teacher training.

The patterns are at all of the levels and are interconnected throughout, so that they act as chutes and ladders.  I would like to explore these areas, but where is the door?



kin 217: Red Solar Earth 
I Pulse in order to Evolve 
Realizing Synchronicity 
I seal the Matrix of Navigation 
With the Solar tone of Intention 
I am guided by the power of Space 

The Tower, 10 of Wands reversed, The Lovers

And then there are some days where you wake up and don't realize that it's your birthday, hadn't been anticipating it or anything and whammo, there it is.

Things are pretty hard, actually.  Although I have these tools now, with which to deal with myself as well as possibly the others, although I am cautious to presume that I am either to cure or to blame as far as they are concerned.

Synchronicities of the week include the radio announcing the impending arrival of my Mumsie with Pink Floyd's Mother, which is just rude!  This is me shaking my fist at the Universe, Not Funny.  Also the Daisy's are an important source of energy, both positive and negative.  Getting that balanced has been on the top of the agenda.

The bread has been magnificent, so much so that I am off to try some new tricks.  I learned how to do the pretty tie for a whole wheat egg bread.

I learned, also, that I am quite far along on the path in some ways and that is a nice realization.



kin 216: Yellow Galactic Warrior 
I Harmonize in order to Question 
Modeling Fearlessness 
I seal the Output of Intelligence 
With the Galactic tone of Integrity 
I am guided by the power of Universal Fire 

The Hanged Man reversed, Ace of Wands, Death reversed

kin 215: Blue Resonant Eagle 
I Channel in order to Create 
Inspiring Mind 
I seal the Output of Vision 
With the Resonant tone of Attunement 
I am guided by the power of Accomplishment 

Ace of Cups, 7 of Swords reversed, 7 of Wands reversed

Blocked



kin 214: White Rhythmic Wizard 
I Organize in order to Enchant 
Balancing Receptivity 
I seal the Output of Timelessness 
With the Rhythmic tone of Equality 
I am guided by my own power doubled 

Queen of Swords reversed, 3 of Cups reversed, 6 of Swords reversed

New project possibly under foot.  Girl band, could be fun, could be lame.  I am excited for a new trip either way.  Today is the day I get to bake the uber loaf that has been simmering and bubbling in the fridge over night, how will it turn out?  I can hardly wait to see.



kin 211: Blue Electric Monkey 
I Activate in order to Play 
Bonding Illusion 
I seal the Process of Magic 
With the Electric tone of Service 
I am guided by the power of Vision 
I am a galactic activation portal    enter me.

9 of Pentacles reversed, 8 of Pentacles, 7 of Cups

Trap yourself in your workroom in order to manifest dreams.  There would be a bit of trapping going on, I suppose that's the crux of the matter.  What is that, that hates the perceived trap?

Had a shaky moment at band practice last night, I was being exhorted to give the drummer what for for murdering the groove.  The groove was already dead and there was no way to bring it back.  I have made the conscious choice to not interact negatively with my band mates on the stand.  There was a guy yelling already, he was yelling at me to yell at the other guy.  I'm just stepping aside from that middle man role.  If it were actually my responsibility I would call for a break and work one on one with him to get the groove resuscitated, privately.  gah!

Abbey won the grand prize in the district writing contest last month.  She had been reluctant to enter because she never wins and she just ends up disappointed.  Needless to say I was a mean mama and I made her enter.  And then she won.  It's nice for her that things are back to going her way a little bit, it seems like we had a couple of weeks there where things were a little on the hard side.

Ella is reading up a storm and loving school and loving her teacher in her inimitable Ella way.



kin 210: White Lunar Dog 
I Polarize in order to Love 
Stabilizing Loyalty 
I seal the Process of Heart 
With the Lunar tone of Challenge 
I am guided by the power of Spirit 
I am a galactic activation portal    enter me.

10 of Pentacles reversed, the Moon reversed, 5 of cups

Sometimes it seems like the cards are just not quite right for my current mood, but that doesn't mean that their lesson is not on it's way I suppose.  I have finally found a recipe that bakes a loaf that if not more tasty than the uber loaf it is at least more beautiful.  I have not yet cut in to have a taste, but I am also fiendishly planning where to add the molasses and the brown sugar to this recipe.  The beauty loaf is from Rose Levy's Bread Bible, which I have had on my shelf for quite some time, why haven't I baked a loaf from it yet?  I don't know go ask your dad.  You better believe that secondly after adapting my grandma's bread recipe successfully I will be exploring this book more thoroughly.  Of course, the most beautiful loaf ever still has to taste good.



kin 209: Red Magnetic Moon 
I Unify in order to Purify 
Attracting Flow 
I seal the Process of Universal Water 
With the Magnetic tone of Purpose 
I am guided by my own power doubled 

Page of Wands reversed, Death reversed, 3 of Pentacles

Bard In Training!  Going through a bit of a death reversed thing, and this 3 of Pentacles, would be a welcome diversion from the nothing that is on my calendar currently.  I have plenty of things that are still in their pre-calendar infancy, though, and quite a few calendar items that need my attention, just not any bottom line impacting ones.



kin 207: Blue Crystal Hand 
I Dedicate in order to Know 
Universalizing Healing 
I seal the Store of Accomplishment 
With the Crystal tone of Cooperation 
I am guided by the power of Self-generation