The Star, 9 of Cups, 4 of Wands

Lesson learned.  maybe.

Hopeful.



kin 38: White Crystal Mirror 
I Dedicate in order to Reflect 
Universalizing Order 
I seal the Matrix of Endlessness 
With the Crystal tone of Cooperation 
I am guided by the power of Heart 

Ace of Cups, The Chariot, The Tower

I like waving to the people that I recognize during the habits of my day, even if I don't know their name or really anything else about them other than the moment where I recognize them every day.  The story today is hopeful and hard at the same time.  The tools that I seek are right here, every moment can be a do over until it's right.

kin 35: Blue Solar Eagle 
I Pulse in order to Create 
Realizing Mind 
I seal the Output of Vision 
With the Solar tone of Intention 
I am guided by the power of Magic 

King of Wands, 7 of Swords reversed, The Devil reversed

I am tired of worrying about being stabbed in the back by the sneaker, I'm not sure how the king and the devil can protect me but I'm game.  I'm off to dude land to knit up this sweater, anyway so perhaps I'm sneaking off and that's OK.



kin 34: White Galactic Wizard 
I Harmonize in order to Enchant 
Modeling Receptivity 
I seal the Output of Timelessness 
With the Galactic tone of Integrity 
I am guided by the power of Endlessness 

4 of Cups, 4 of Wands, Page of Swords reversed

The kid is sick and sleeping, I am anxious.  The other one might catch it.  It might be bad and hospital worthy again I don't ever want to have to spend another minute in a hospital if I can help it.  These thought crowd out the other ones that tell me to try and keep the mind clear of such blatant fear so that it can be open for the true answer that will come and tell me what to do.



kin 33: Red Resonant Skywalker 
I Channel in order to Explore 
Inspiring Wakefullness 
I seal the Output of Space 
With the Resonant tone of Attunement 
I am guided by the power of Life Force 

The Empress, 6 of Wands, 2 of Pentacles

The story today is about feeling confident and comfortable in one's skin.  It feels good on the inside and also radiates positivity on the outside.  Also?  It's possible to do more with less if one's intentions are solid.



kin 32: Yellow Rhythmic Human 
I Organize in order to Influence 
Balancing Wisdom 
I seal the Process of Free Will 
With the Rhythmic tone of Equality 
I am guided by my own power doubled 

6 of Swords, 9 of Cups, The Sun reversed

And the some days you pull a card and it's like you realize that the whole world is just pointing and laughing at you.  Which doesn't feel very good but is certainly something to explore.  Hooray for Monkey day, where shall we play today?



kin 31: Blue Overtone Monkey 
I Empower in order to Play 
Commanding Illusion 
I seal the Process of Magic 
With the Overtone tone of Radiance 
I am guided by the power of Self-generation

The Moon, Ace of Swords reversed, 4 of Wands reversed

Today is the last day to sell cookies!  Did everybody buy all of the cookies they need?  The Brownies will be selling some more during the booth sale, let's hope for sunny and mild on that day in February...



kin 30: White Self-Existing Dog 
I Define in order to Love 
Measuring Loyalty 
I seal the Process of Heart 
With the Self-Existing tone of Form 
I am guided by the power of Death 
I am a polar kin    I convert the White galactic spectrum.

Justice, The Star reversed, Knight of Swords

Projects coming to fruition, good work should never go unpunished.



kin 29: Red Electric Moon 
I Activate in order to Purify 
Bonding Flow 
I seal the Process of Universal Water 
With the Electric tone of Service 
I am guided by the power of Space

7 of Swords reversed, 10 of Pentacles reversed, The Emperor

Fathers like football.  One has been a fan of the Packers since the inception of professional football and one likes Da Bears.  I worry about my dad and his Packers hat in this neck of the woods, hopefully his good luck holds out and he doesn't have a violencing...



kin 28: Yellow Lunar Star 
I Polarize in order to Beautify 
Stabilizing Art 
I seal the Store of Elegance 
With the Lunar tone of Challenge 
I am guided by the power of Universal Fire 

Page of Wands reversed, 10 of Wands, Ace of Swords reversed

I have a lot of Page energy swirling around, has there been a day recently without a Page?  I can only hope not, my little pages are certainly my focus and any work on the page level is just going to build a stronger foundation for the higher work that might or might not even be coming later.



kin 27: Blue Magnetic Hand 
I Unify in order to Know 
Attracting Healing 
I seal the Store of Accomplishment 
With the Magnetic tone of Purpose 
I am guided by my own power doubled

Page of Cups reversed, 3 of Cups, Queen of Wands reversed

Educating the masses to understand the metaphysics of the universe and how it applies to everyone sounds like a life mission I could get behind.  I don't think that there is any doubt that my little string class needs to happen.

Beyond personal glory	***
Valid during many months: This influence can denote that you will achieve great success in almost any endeavor, or it can mean that people in power will strongly oppose your efforts. It largely depends on what you are trying to accomplish and how. Under this influence you will experience a rebirth of optimism and hope, which will put you in the proper frame of mind to succeed. Because you expect to succeed, you are likely to. This can apply to any aspect of your life, but it is most likely to be effective if you wish to succeed at something beyond personal glory. You may get your share of glory, but that should not be your primary motive. You should be working to achieve something that will benefit society at large through business, social work or some other means. This influence designates massive social regeneration and rebirth and aids most those persons and factors in society that work toward that end. This influence can signify a rebirth of faith and spirit in your life, a new concern with how you fit into the universe as a whole. You may experience a rebirth of religious concern and a desire to lead others into the knowledge you have gained. Educating the masses to understand the metaphysics of the universe and how it applies to everyone would be one of the highest uses of this influence. On the other hand, striving in a petty way to succeed at someone else's expense or without recognizing the larger needs of society may lead to trouble. This transit can lead to difficulties with the authorities who are appointed to look after society's needs, if they come to regard you as a threat. It is quite possible that even if you are working for a very noble cause, you may arouse opposition from the authorities. However it is likely that you will ultimately win out, if you are really working for a good cause. But if your point of view is limited to yourself, you will have trouble and failure.
Transit selected for today (by user): Pluto Conjunction Jupiter, ,  activity period from 19 January 2011 until end of November 2012

kin 26: White Cosmic World-Bridger 
I Endure in order to Equalize 
Transcending Opportunity 
I seal the Store of Death 
With the Cosmic tone of Presence 

I am guided by the power of Heart 

5 of Swords reversed, Page of Pentacles reversed, 7 of Wands

Such familiar faces, When everything stays the same what changes?  Everything.



kin 25: Red Crystal Serpent 
I Dedicate in order to Survive 
Universalizing Instinct 
I seal the Store of Life Force 
With the Crystal tone of Cooperation 
I am guided by the power of Navigation

Knight of Pentacles reversed, The High Priestess, 6 of Swords

It is amazing how much the question shapes the outcome, or at least the perception of the outcome, but what is the difference there, really?  The blessing of being busy is that there isn't time to be lazy.  The High Priestess would never lead the Daisy's astray and the 6 of Swords shows the way through to the end.  My strengths are staying above it all and being able to see a chunk of the way ahead from my vantage point.



kin 24: Yellow Spectral Seed 
I Dissolve in order to Target 
Releasing Awareness 
I seal the Input of Flowering 
With the Spectral tone of Liberation 
I am guided by my own power doubled 

Page of Pentacles reversed, Death, The Emperor

The Ladies are getting together to practice, I am worried as our fearless leader is out of the country and there is a Bears game of importance on the telly, I expect to possibly be the only person there.  Well, at the very least my section will be there as we are having a sectional before the whole band hits.



kin 23: Blue Planetary Night 
I Perfect in order to Dream 
Producing Intuition 
I seal the Input of Abundance 
With the Planetary tone of Manifestation 
I am guided by the power of Magic 

Page of Cups, 9 of Cups reversed, 8 of Wands

Being clear and certain about one's intentions can make for much less confusion in regards to what is a reaction and what is not.





kin 22: White Solar Wind 
I Pulse in order to Communicate 
Realizing Breath 
I seal the Input of Spirit 
With the Solar tone of Intention 
I am guided by the power of Endlessness 
I am a galactic activation portal    enter me.

Ace of Swords reversed, King of Pentacles, The Hanged Man reversed

The answer to the question of who am I interlaced with what is this.  I battle against lies and deception.  Loyal, with an emphasis on quality and reliability.  Ungrounded, bored and apathetic.  All of these and then some, I'm sure.  I'm a Taurus now, though, so that's something.



kin 21: Red Galactic Dragon 
I Harmonize in order to Nurture 
Modeling Being 
I seal the Input of Birth 
With the Galactic tone of Integrity 
I am guided by the power of Life Force 

The Hierophant, Justice, Page of Cups

When I made the goals and rules that I am currently abiding by I placed myself out of commission until Ella is in school all day.  That moment is fast approaching, but I have 8 months now until those restrictions lift.  My thoughts were to fill my limited time with yoga first and music practice second with the intention of perfecting the body in order to increase mindspace and I still think that is a solid plan.  So today is the day where we start it up again, these school breaks really wreck my motivation to do my own thing and then I wake up after the 2 weeks are gone and shake off the ennui that inevitably settles, but by then it just feels like starting over.  So what if it does, better to start over than to give up forever I suppose.



kin 18: White Overtone Mirror 
I Empower in order to Reflect 
Commanding Order 
I seal the Matrix of Endlessness 
With the Overtone tone of Radiance 
I am guided by the power of Death 

7 of Cups reversed, Ace of Wands reversed, 2 of Wands

Time to exit dream land and get back to work.  There is always progress to be made if one can figure out what to work on next.

My sourdough is in a sad shape!  I had left it to stew in it's little crock in the fridge but today when I pulled it out to play with it it looks funny!  And not in a good way.  It smells fine, and by fine I mean super nasty in the sourdough sort of way, but it doesn't resemble any sort of sourdough I have ever seen before.  I'm glad I didn't toss my sweetened sourdough...

So what is it that I want to do?  I'd really like to master the fingerboard, once and for all and just be done with that.

woohoo



kin 17: Red Self-Existing Earth 
I Define in order to Evolve 
Measuring Synchronicity 
I seal the Matrix of Navigation 
With the Self-Existing tone of Form 
I am guided by the power of Space

Queen of Wands, Judgement reversed, 8 of Cups reversed

One of my favorite parts is when I am in the car, headed out to play with a whole day of playing and some driving in between.  I can tell that a hiatus occurred, things are not loose and flowy, not at all, but there hasn't really been that huge jump backwards.  My brain just won't let it go, it keeps the tunes flowing whether I consciously let them out or not.  It'll always come back around.



kin 16: Yellow Electric Warrior 
I Activate in order to Question 
Bonding Fearlessness 
I seal the Output of Intelligence 
With the Electric tone of Service 
I am guided by the power of Universal Fire 

Knight of Cups, 9 of Cups reversed, 5 of Pentacles reversed

Happy Saturday!  The holiday is officially over and now we're back to just regular old weekend.  It's going to be a long day, the girls are excited to have a sleepover at their cousin's house but they have to wait through a chunk of the day before they can go.  They are up and packed already.

I'm not sure what is up next for me, I seem to be mired.



kin 15: Blue Lunar Eagle 
I Polarize in order to Create 
Stabilizing Mind 
I seal the Output of Vision 
With the Lunar tone of Challenge 
I am guided by the power of Accomplishment 

Justice reversed, 10 of Swords, The Sun

Familiarity breeds contempt.  I'm not sure what one's defense against swords in the back might be, I can't imagine spending all of my time whirling around trying to catch the stabber.  Hopefully the shining sun can shed some light on the situation, maybe scare the stabber away or something.  



kin 14: White Magnetic Wizard 
I Unify in order to Enchant 
Attracting Receptivity 
I seal the Output of Timelessness 
With the Magnetic tone of Purpose 
I am guided by my own power doubled

Page of Pentacles, 3 of Swords, The Emperor

Happy Thursday!  Vacation is over for me, although the girls don't go back until Monday.  Am I recharged and raring to go?  pretty much, I'd say.  Inspired practice is on my agenda, I wish there was an inspiration potion.



kin 13: Red Cosmic Skywalker 
I Endure in order to Explore 
Transcending Wakefullness 
I seal the Output of Space 
With the Cosmic tone of Presence 
I am guided by the power of Navigation 

The Hermit, 9 of Swords, Queen of Pentacles reversed

Again with the swords in the back!  I can't help but notice a pattern, that there are certain people in my life whom I have asked specifically for help in the recent past, and that these people have responded by saying no, either in words or actions.  The pattern of needing help, asking for it, and then being rejected has a next part that I am not understanding just now, unless it is that I am not to need help?  Or I am not to ask for it?  Or I should find other people to trust and depend on?



kin 12: Yellow Crystal Human 
I Dedicate in order to Influence 
Universalizing Wisdom 
I seal the Process of Free Will 
With the Crystal tone of Cooperation 
I am guided by the power of Flowering 

10 of Swords, 2 of Cups reversed, The Star

And here is the cause of my back pain, there are a bunch of swords sticking out of me!  No wonder it hurts.  William Blake says that contraries need each other to achieve their full expression.  So the swords plus the reversed cups leads me to believe that things are in fact plugging along as they need to.  This is only the second or third time I have pulled the Star since I started this card project a couple of years ago, I would love to attract some more of that energy into my world, but I worry that it would be selfish since I already seem to have it in abundance...  It's fun stuff, that star water.



kin 11: Blue Spectral Monkey 
I Dissolve in order to Play 
Releasing Illusion 
I seal the Process of Magic 
With the Spectral tone of Liberation 
I am guided by my own power doubled 

The Hanged Man reversed, Temperance reversed, 10 of Wands reversed

Ouch.  It's nice to go get a massage and stuff but every now and again I have these day after twinges that make me question the worth of the whole procedure.  Like now.  Ouch.



kin 10: White Planetary Dog 
I Perfect in order to Love 
Producing Loyalty 
I seal the Process of Heart 
With the Planetary tone of Manifestation 
I am guided by the power of Endlessness

8 of Wands, Knight of Wands reversed, 2 of Pentacles

Make Haste Slowly and don't forget to stop and smell the roses.  Don't forget to fill the bird feeders either.  I love me a nice sunny January.  The days are inching ever so slowly longer and as long as the sunshine keeps pouring in I can stop worrying so much about where to hide my nuts.



kin 9: Red Solar Moon 
I Pulse in order to Purify 
Realizing Flow 
I seal the Process of Universal Water 
With the Solar tone of Intention 
I am guided by the power of Life Force 

The Empress, The Hanged Man, Page of Pentacles reversed

ミトスティック時間 (Mitosutikku Jikan)
ミトスティック隠して (Mitosutikku Kakushite)
ミトスティック取り出した, 時間 (Mitosutikku Toridashita, Jikan)
ドド頭がShock (Do Do atama ga shock)
ドド頭がShock (Do Do atama ga shock)

kin 8: Yellow Galactic Star 
I Harmonize in order to Beautify 
Modeling Art 
I seal the Store of Elegance 
With the Galactic tone of Integrity 
I am guided by the power of Free Will