7 of swords and the ace of wands reversed.  The 7 of swords is curious, it could mean any number of things.  The reversed ace is wands this time, yesterday it was cups...



kin 52: Yellow Cosmic Human
I Endure in order to Influence
Transcending Wisdom
I seal the Process of Free Will
With the Cosmic tone of Presence
I am guided by the power of Intelligence

8 of cups and the ace of cups reversed.  The cups spilleth over, especially when you turn them upside down.  I let it all spill out this morning but it seems to have been rather less than horridly received.  I feel like I said what I wanted to and in the way that I wanted to and am hopeful that I was heard.



kin 51: Blue Crystal Monkey
I Dedicate in order to Play
Universalizing Illusion
I seal the Process of Magic
With the Crystal tone of Cooperation
I am guided by the power of Abundance
I am a galactic activation portal    enter me.

7 of swords and the world reversed.  Weird day so far, everybody got up really early and now Ella is having a nap and it's only 10.  I went to my jam last evening and my cello felt like an old friend again, it is interesting to me how sometimes it's like I've been playing every day for 30 years and other times it's like i only ever played 30 years ago.  I am excited to begin having a daily practice on cello and bass and yoga.  I wonder what that will be like?   I hesitate to get too excited but I really am excited.  I feel like all of my moments of utter and sheer terror have to do with realizing just how much time in my life I have wasted in not doing.  It's like stealing time from myself.



kin 50: White Spectral Dog
I Dissolve in order to Love
Releasing Loyalty
I seal the Process of Heart
With the Spectral tone of Liberation
I am guided by my own power doubled
I am a galactic activation portal    enter me.
I am a polar kin    I transport the White galactic spectrum.

5 of pentacles and the Empress reversed.  Some days the cards make me feel like a million bucks and other days they make me feel like a potato head.  I do love this time of the year with the critters all chattering it up outside.  And it's not too beastly hot yet, I am not a fan of beastly hot mostly because it forces me indoors to the A/C when I would rather be out in the freshies. 




kin 49: Red Planetary Moon
I Perfect in order to Purify
Producing Flow
I seal the Process of Universal Water
With the Planetary tone of Manifestation
I am guided by the power of Navigation

The Fool and Temperance.  I feel like the urging here is to beware expectation and rather to do what feels best and most right with an eye towards balance.  woohoo

Ella is really on summer break and I really don't have to wake her up or take her anywhere and it is really so very nice.  Abbey is Seven.  That fact keeps slamming me in the face when I'm not looking. 



kin 48: Yellow Solar Star
I Pulse in order to Beautify
Realizing Art
I seal the Store of Elegance
With the Solar tone of Intention
I am guided by the power of Flowering

3 of swords and the magician.  The magician seems to be my tool for the year, I shall ask him if he wants to.  Hopefully I can use my vast experience with the 3 of swords as a tool in order to channel my inner magician, it sounds like a fun game.  Still a little raw from the weekend events, I think we both had the maximum of festiveness.  I'm ready for summer time right now, I cannot believe that poor Dabbers has school for another 2 weeks. 



kin 47: Blue Galactic Hand
I Harmonize in order to Know
Modeling Healing
I seal the Store of Accomplishment
With the Galactic tone of Integrity
I am guided by the power of Magic

Happy Birthday Abbey!

kin 46: White Resonant World-Bridger
I Channel in order to Equalize
Inspiring Opportunity
I seal the Store of Death
With the Resonant tone of Attunement
I am guided by the power of Endlessness

kin 45: Red Rhythmic Serpent
I Organize in order to Survive
Balancing Instinct
I seal the Store of Life Force
With the Rhythmic tone of Equality
I am guided by my own power doubled

kin 44: Yellow Overtone Seed
I Empower in order to Target
Commanding Awareness
I seal the Input of Flowering
With the Overtone tone of Radiance
I am guided by the power of Free Will

4 of pentacles and 8 of cups both reversed.  Wow, it's a heavy day in the gurley land!  Fortunately it is not, like, unbearable or anything.  Just a lil' heavy.  It seems like a good day to go with the flow and release any sort of need or expectation for things to be any certain way.  I shall just try to stay present in each moment in order to observe.  Just might learn something. 

Ella is graduating from preschool!  I am graduating from parenting a pre-schooler!  I was thinking the other day how perfectly spaced my two are for my own personal parenting success.  I think that having the two of them so closely together has been clue #712 that I am a lucky son of a gun.  I love finding these little gems of generosity. 

The horoscope today warns of sensitivities but also alludes to smooth sailing if I can keep the rudder aligned and whatnot.  WTF with the sailing thing?  Possessed by demons I am sure.





kin 43: Blue Self-Existing Night
I Define in order to Dream
Measuring Intuition
I seal the Input of Abundance
With the Self-Existing tone of Form
I am guided by the power of Self-generation
I am a galactic activation portal    enter me.

High Priestess reversed and Temperance reversed.  Last evening the girlz and I went to meet up with some of John's acquaintances.  He has this tendency to associate with some less than savory characters, and while for the most part this makes life interesting and exciting it can also attract some unwanted elements into the mix.  I was not feeling terribly chummy with the work mate and his wife, so I was doing the wall flower routine and watching the interactions.  There was one woman in particular, to whom I was not introduced.  She had a very aggressive energy and was asserting her position of power.  I did not know what to make of her at first until slowly it started to dawn on me.  She's the kind of chick who hangs out with my husband fairly regularly, but yet had never met me and did not want to.  All of a sudden the kidz and I were along and she was not pleased and was acting out accordingly.  It took my dense little brain most of the evening to work this out and it didn't all finally click into place until I was lying in bed last night pondering the devil reversed from yesterday.  I could feel the connection but finally it made sense that my devil reversed is a nefarious woman attempting to subvert my happiness.  And oh, how I love the A-ha moment.

Today my horoscope is saying that I will have many meaningful experiences and that I am quite sensitive at the moment.  Which sounds like a perfect day to spend feeling lucky for lots of stuff.

And happiest of birthdays to my little buddy Wilder, of whom I do not see nearly enough but think of often.



kin 42: White Electric Wind
I Activate in order to Communicate
Bonding Breath
I seal the Input of Spirit
With the Electric tone of Service
I am guided by the power of Death

2 of pentacles and the devil reversed.  Last night was Abbey's Bridge to Brownies ceremony, I have so much hope for her to have a meaningful scouting experience.  I'm not sure what it is exactly that makes me worry, it just seems like she is not very well understood there but that is usually my problem and not hers.  I am anxious about running Ella's troop next year, so it must be allowed that I am just unnecessarily anxious.  I am keeping an eye on my horoscope a little more closely to add to my daily stew.  Mostly I just need to get my practice schedule back on track...





kin 41: Red Lunar Dragon
I Polarize in order to Nurture
Stabilizing Being
I seal the Input of Birth
With the Lunar tone of Challenge
I am guided by the power of Space

Ace of cups and the 2 of swords. 



kin 40: Yellow Magnetic Sun
I Unify in order to Enlighten
Attracting Life
I seal the Matrix of Universal Fire
With the Magnetic tone of Purpose
I am guided by my own power doubled

Nine of wands reversed and the magician. 



kin 39: Blue Cosmic Storm
I Endure in order to Catalyse
Transcending Energy
I seal the Matrix of Self-generation
With the Cosmic tone of Presence
I am guided by the power of Abundance
I am a galactic activation portal    enter me.

5 of pentacles with the pages of cups and swords.  Both of those cards popped out and they are the abbey and ella cards, so I am going to assume that the 5 of pentacles refers to them in some capacity.  We are off to have adventures with Grandma so I am not feeling left out in the cold in any way but I will be sure to make sure that neither of them feel that way today if possible.



kin 38: White Crystal Mirror
I Dedicate in order to Reflect
Universalizing Order
I seal the Matrix of Endlessness
With the Crystal tone of Cooperation
I am guided by the power of Heart

4 of pentacles reversed and the 9 of cups.



kin 37: Red Spectral Earth
I Dissolve in order to Evolve
Releasing Synchronicity
I seal the Matrix of Navigation
With the Spectral tone of Liberation
I am guided by my own power doubled

8 of pentacles and the high priestess reversed. 



kin 36: Yellow Planetary Warrior
I Perfect in order to Question
Producing Fearlessness
I seal the Output of Intelligence
With the Planetary tone of Manifestation
I am guided by the power of Flowering

3 of cups reversed and the 4 of cups.  Yesterday the 3 was upright, I noticed that the little group of playing people appeared but I was not one of the players, rather it was my daughters playing with my student's little sister who comes along.  It looked like fun, I hope that this reversed 3 does not apply to the playdate that is scheduled for this afternoon.  I am expecting my mumsie but we are having flash flood warnings and I would not be surprised if she chose not to drive.  The 4 of cups makes me uncomfortable, I have been having a bit of a problem with it these past few months but I had been feeling like maybe I was getting past it.  It is really one of the more uncomfortable cards, bored with life, bah.  Today is the new moon, but not until later.



kin 35: Blue Solar Eagle
I Pulse in order to Create
Realizing Mind
I seal the Output of Vision
With the Solar tone of Intention
I am guided by the power of Magic

I just pulled some cards for the new moon, I got the 6 of cups, the 7 of swords and the devil with the page of swords.  These cards should apply until the full moon and I asked for an idea of what most needs my attention.  The 6 of cups is the idyllic childhood card, so I shall do my best to create memory worthy occasions.  The 7 warns against theft, it seems to me like I need to be careful of my ideas, I need to make sure that I attribute everything properly and am not in fact thieving anything.  I am less worried, I guess, about things being thieved from me, although who knows?  Interestingly, the Devil is card 15 of the major jams, and it seems like this is what I am guarding against.  The devilish nightmares that come from poor parenting (or professional) choices.  It is incentive enough.  The page of swords is usually Abbey, and it is her birthday that is coming up during this moon so I'm going to guess that it is she, again, and it is her birthday that the cards are warning me about.  Thanks cards!  Actually that's one of those dates I doubt I will ever forget but thanks for acknowledging it.

3 of cups and the chariot reversed.  Hmmm, I have not been drawing the 3 of cups very often lately, I wonder if there is a gathering in my future?  the reversed chariot is also just a tad confusing.  Here we are in these last moments of the old moon and I am being discouraged from moving forward?  Shall I just stay present in this moment?  I like this galactic wizard, I would like to invite him over for tea.



kin 34: White Galactic Wizard
I Harmonize in order to Enchant
Modeling Receptivity
I seal the Output of Timelessness
With the Galactic tone of Integrity
I am guided by the power of Endlessness

Queen of swords reversed and the wheel.  Here we are at the very tail end of this old moon, I am finally feeling that familiar urging to create things again.  I miss it so when it is gone and feel sort of sad. 



kin 33: Red Resonant Skywalker
I Channel in order to Explore
Inspiring Wakefullness
I seal the Output of Space
With the Resonant tone of Attunement
I am guided by the power of Life Force

9 of swords and the wheel.  Upright today, it is such a meaningful card for me.  The 9 of swords is also kind advice which I need to remember, the wheel proves that whatever is being obsessed about in the 9 will change itself whether one loses any sleep over it or not. 



kin 32: Yellow Rhythmic Human
I Organize in order to Influence
Balancing Wisdom
I seal the Process of Free Will
With the Rhythmic tone of Equality
I am guided by my own power doubled

Wheel reversed and Tower reversed.  And it is blue monkey day!  We are excited to get this show on the road, Gurley family trip to Great America!  I am envisioning some Griswoldian adventures. 



kin 31: Blue Overtone Monkey
I Empower in order to Play
Commanding Illusion
I seal the Process of Magic
With the Overtone tone of Radiance
I am guided by the power of Self-generation

kin 30: White Self-Existing Dog
I Define in order to Love
Measuring Loyalty
I seal the Process of Heart
With the Self-Existing tone of Form
I am guided by the power of Death
I am a polar kin    I convert the White galactic spectrum.

8 of pentacles reversed and the emperor reversed.  The nightmares started for Abbey just as the moon went v/c this morning and then we all zonked back out as she entered Pisces. 



kin 29: Red Electric Moon
I Activate in order to Purify
Bonding Flow
I seal the Process of Universal Water
With the Electric tone of Service
I am guided by the power of Space

9 of pentacles reversed and the page of pentacles reversed.  The moon is transitioning to the 4th quarter through Aquarius, my mama sign, I wonder if the Aquarius moon makes me want help with things?  Because I don't usually ask for help from the cards but today I did, and I got it.  The 9 of pentacles reversed is how I feel about having to stop teaching a certain student, but that student is the page of pentacles reversed and is not interested in learning.  So it is not about me and I need to do the favor of severing the tie. 

I have been interested in how the galactic tones affect the soup of my day, so I am trying to pay attention to that.  Any help from the universe would be appreciated.

Today would have been the 103rd birthday of my grandpa, JC Witter.  He was a stern patriarch who was turned upside down by senility.  I am having a hard time finding fondness for him, I am not sure who he was really.  I remember that he was always excited about his birthday because the numbers ascended 5-6-7, he thought that was auspicious.  He and I share a fish gill type of hole thingy on our ear.  Neither of my kids have it but it seems to skip a generation.



kin 28: Yellow Lunar Star
I Polarize in order to Beautify
Stabilizing Art
I seal the Store of Elegance
With the Lunar tone of Challenge
I am guided by the power of Universal Fire

8 of cups and the lovers.  I noticed this morning that we are back around to the 1 dot day on the Mayan calendar, but we are still waning through to the last quarter tomorrow.  It feels right to try and get some charge in the old batteries.  Keep on keeping on for another day or two.  Tomorrow I have a jam with Cheryl and Herm and then Friday is the COD concert, which I am looking forward to immensely.  Hopefully things can line up and be exciting.  I seem to be planning ahead today also!  I have big plans for this new moon in Gemini but they need to wait and I need to wait.



kin 27: Blue Magnetic Hand
I Unify in order to Know
Attracting Healing
I seal the Store of Accomplishment
With the Magnetic tone of Purpose
I am guided by my own power doubled

ace of cups reversed and 4 of pentacles reversed.  release all control and go with the flow, mr. charlie told me so. 



kin 26: White Cosmic World-Bridger
I Endure in order to Equalize
Transcending Opportunity
I seal the Store of Death
With the Cosmic tone of Presence
I am guided by the power of Heart

Page of wands reversed and the 8 of pentacles reversed.  The page of wands is very familiar, the wee gurley was very wandsy.  Shocker.  The 8 of pentacles is a reminder, but I'm not sure of what I am being reminded.  I can work like the dickens...  The moon is waning and in Aquarius, perhaps my serpent can help me to navigate.



kin 25: Red Crystal Serpent
I Dedicate in order to Survive
Universalizing Instinct
I seal the Store of Life Force
With the Crystal tone of Cooperation
I am guided by the power of Navigation

kin 24: Yellow Spectral Seed
I Dissolve in order to Target
Releasing Awareness
I seal the Input of Flowering
With the Spectral tone of Liberation
I am guided by my own power doubled

kin 23: Blue Planetary Night
I Perfect in order to Dream
Producing Intuition
I seal the Input of Abundance
With the Planetary tone of Manifestation
I am guided by the power of Magic