Lovers reversed and the magician. Hmmm, I stopped pulling cards there for awhile, I suppose a break from the schedule is a good thing but they are so helpful I should just always pull them. The past few days I have been really struggling to figure out what it is that I am currently inspired to do. I sort of expected a let down after the huge build up for the show and the holiday and the other show and the break from school and all of that but I still would like to muddle through it sooner than later. The lovers reversed is troubling, I really wish that that part of my life were not so contentious but wishing it were not so does nothing towards dealing with the fact that it is so. I am obsessed with the image of the pearl, and the irritant that inspires it.