Magician, Page of Swords, 5 of cups

Brrrrrrr, chilly.  I think all of my angst and ennui of late can be directly traced to my need for alone time and the fact that I have been sorely lacking in it for quite a few years now.  Looking back on these early kid years I know I am going to wish I had a bit more of a village.  On the other hand I have most definitely learned a lot about what it means to be selfish, and how to balance it with...  oh, wait, just read the koan of the day.



kin 172: Yellow Electric Human 
I Activate in order to Influence 
Bonding Wisdom 
I seal the Process of Free Will 
With the Electric tone of Service 
I am guided by the power of Intelligence